Well my Alex it's again one of those times  when I not only miss you but I need you as I always do I've been made redundant  and have to find new job as although we always said we would quit work early I don't think I can but don't want to get new job  but don't want to lobe on my own all the time oh would be so much easier if you where here to help me decide .BIG LOVE ALEX. Love you always xxx