Loving you always Alex but this is our day our anniversary it would have been 18 years today but I'm not going to think today on the fact I no longer have you I'm going to think on the years we had together the sad times the happy times and I know you are always with me deep in my heart always helping me still to get on with my sad and happy times although nothing will replace you Alex but I know you helped make me what I am today a much stronger woman with the knowledge that you always loved me and did all you could to help me get on with the life I have without you. BIG LOVE Alex my love my friend Missing you always but I carry you always in my heart XXXX XX X